so fucking lonely

this is what anorexia does to you. you have friends, a life, have laughs then suddenly it all gets taken away from you. your confined to sit alone, drinking diet coke and having a smoke- everyone is scared of you. noone understands. 3 years down the line and im 'better' now but im left with a hollow feeling of meaninglessness. i dont have a purpose anymore, im not the girl people stared at, im not recognised, im not famous for anything anymore. im the one everyone forgot about as they moved on with their lives. im trying to pick up the broken pieces.....